To compliment yesterday’s heavily somber mood, my mind has put me in a questionable slump. A relentless amount of negative thoughts after a restless night. It’s a strange place to be.
I’m beginning to question things in my life. Career wise mostly. I’m trying so hard to move forward and I feel like I’m being blocked at most the opportunities I catch hold of. I want to think that it’s not me cock blocking my own success and I’m doing all I can to better myself. I even started my own direct sale business. Which has done okay in the first month and a half. I want more though. I know I’m the only one who can change it.
It’s which path to take. It’s uncertainty. It is the fear of being stuck in stagnant water when I’ve worked so hard to wade out. There is only forward now. I cant fall down again.
Here’s to the weekend. Here is to lost sleep and a beer after work. Here’s to pulling yourself out of the wildly miserable slump you’ve slid into!
For a better tomorrow.